The day started with my momma waking me, making sure that I
was going to go to church. I mumbled something Tarzan-like along the lines of, “Yes.
Get up... 8:30.” Since I’d not been to church since I was a little girl
(something that I don’t really remember), I didn’t know what to expect. I mean,
I know what church is about. Who doesn’t? Church is all about God, who you can still have a close
relationship with...without leaving the comfort of your home. Since I’m an
introvert who loves to read, I’ve always preferred staying at home to read the
Bible.
If my brother-in-law, Ricky, hadn’t asked momma about going
to church, we wouldn’t have gone. I was hesitant at first, because new
situations always leave me feeling really off-center, but I decided to go since
I knew it would make momma happy. If she asked me to, I would set the world on
fire for that woman.
The Burnt Mountain Holy Bible Church is located in what one
of my sisters calls “the boondocks.” The church is small and white, without
many places to park. The congregation consisted of less than a dozen people,
with me and my family about half of that number. Still, none of this deterred
me in the slightest. After all, His presence is felt strongest in places and
people where we least expect it.
When the service started, we sang a few songs. I shared a hymnal
with my brother, though both of us weren’t sure about singing at first.
Surprisingly, though he’s the extrovert, I started singing first and he
followed. My brother-in-law sang solo a song or two, then volunteered me to sing. I
felt my heart stop. Me... sing... by myself? Thankfully, my kid sister, who can sing who I am so proud
of, walked up and sang center stage. She didn’t shake at all. I probably would
have passed out, or come close.
The preacher did an outstanding job. He touched my soul with
the personal stories that he shared, and the energy for life he showed,
especially for someone in his eighties. I also loved how he thought of Heaven
as “over yonder.” What a sweet Southern man!
Of the verses he read, he chose one that has always
resonated with me, and is actually my favorite Bible verse. I memorized it
years ago, when I first started learning to read. Hearing this was a definite
sign that I was in the right place.
John 3:16 — For God so loved the world, that he gave his
only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have
everlasting life.
An hour or so after the church service, I spoke with my
sister, Natalie, about how sunlight seems so much cleaner when we know what it
truly represents—His power shining down on us. Often, when I’m upset with the
world, I often think to myself, “The sunshine is free. I can’t stay upset for
long.” Until today, I didn’t really consider what else sunshine means, because
there’s more to it than freedom; more than growth. God ensures that, no matter
how rough the storm, He will always bring sunshine to link our spiritual
connection to him.
Let me close with a poem I wrote today (which actually
touches on the themes covered today):
“Yonder Sanctuary”
boondocks church
made the light
cleaner, purer
than it’s been
in ages
long, winding roads
lead to faith, love,
forgiveness
let me hold this
to my heart,
O’ Lord,
until that hour
of yonder sanctuary
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